explaining my current lovelife.

assalamualaikum readers,

recently, Manis dapat banyak invitation untuk wedding kawan-kawan. terasa diri ni dah dewasa dah. next year dah 22 kan but i'm always my daddy's little girl ;p . seronok tengok kawan-kawan happy, wdding photoshoot diorang, pic solemnization, reception etc. rasa nak kawen plak. ehe *tetibe


tapi bukan sekarang kot. after grad maybe? Manis tak cukup sempurna nak jadi wife orang lagi. hehe. orang cakap, elok kahwin awal, elak maksiat. but untuk orang yang single mcm Manis ni, no problem kot. sebab tak ada bf so tak ada lah maksiat, insyaAllah :)

kawan-kawan selalu tanya,

bila nak ada official BF? taknak buka2 lagi ke hati awak tu terima dia? Manis tu memilih sangat, bukannya tak ada orang minat. and who is "HE" in your lyfe. korang ni couple ke tak? gaya macam couple tapi masing-masing suka sangat nak mengelak jawapan. selalu gaduh, baik, bergayut sampai ke tengah malam semua tapi tak couple? tipu laaa.

and i'm just super tired with all this questions. like everyone does, i do have a guy that i love and adore too but slow slow pelan pelan kayuh lah. i'm not declaring he is my boyfie and he even not my boyfie though, but worthy, he is the only man in my heart instead of my father. if he is the one (jodoh) , insyaAllah tak ke mana kan? tak perlu nak kecoh. lagipun, masing-masing ade past stories yang susah nak lupa. seriously, dalam banyak2, rasanya dia yang paling memahami Manis kot:p . i love him so deeply, but it doesn't means we are love birds. just keep praying :)

one more thing, Manis kalau boleh, nak nikah terus boleh? tak mahu bercinta lama2. kawan cakap, Manis jiwa romantik. so boleh tak kalau Manis nak simpan romantik Manis tu dekat suami Manis je nanti? kalau readers nak tahu, Manis tak pernah pakai cincin tau. tu semua sebab nak bagi my husband orang 1st sarungkan cincin kat Manis :p. haha berangan bole ;p . and nak nikah, kahwin pun secara bersederhana. Manis tak suka wedding gempak2, buat hantaran beriya, doorgift mahal-mahal. just simple wedding is enough. yang penting bukannya wedding tu, but kehidupan after wedding tu yang penting. Manis tak nak bebankan future husband Manis dengan demand bukan-bukan, hutang sana sini semata nak kahwin. bersederhana lebih baik :)

last but not least,

i'm not always lucky in love relationship, so i choose to stay single until i find the right person who gonna spend his life with me till jannah ♥


till fingertips meet keyboard again. take care ♥

p/s : dont ask me who is "HE" in this post. biarlah saya dan orang yang terdekat yang mengenalinya kerana saya malu. panggil saya backwards or ketinggalan but i learnt by my past. dun worry, if Allah redhai, akan saya kongsi juga selepas dia halal bagi saya;).

thank u for reading !